I’ve been going through depression recently. and I’m only 12.

Basically I hate my school and everyone at it, they make fun of me because I’m not an abercrombie prepster, I prefer Wet Seal and Forever 21. They’re all fake little rich kids who won’t accept me. I want to act, and sing and model and dance and all that, but it’s not happening and my parents don’t seem to understand my dream.

I cry over my life every night for a few hours and pray to God for another few that he will fix me somehow and I will have the life I want. I just want to get out of here, I hate it. I know I’m not going to commit suicide because when I think of it, I can’t even imagine the terrible effects it would have on my family.

Is there any way to cure depression? I never sleep and I’m rarely hungry. No I am not going to go get counseling and YES I am too proud to admit I have a problem to people I actually know.

Please help me.

I tried to search for my friend and she is not found in the search. I don’t know if she accidentally blocked me or what but I can’t see her in my friend’s list or contact her anymore. If we have mutual friends and she blocked me, can I see her in their friend’s list? Help me out here.